My Mental State


You can’t write depression or anxiety away. Which is something I’ve learned the hard way but you can write you pain and sometime that eases it. At least for me it eases some of the pain. It has to be the right time though. Writing like this comes for me when I most need it….

The Hard Stuff Pt2


“Just endure it, you can do it. One day you won’t have to and that’s what’s important.” Something I would often say to myself when I was younger living with my stepdad. Endure it. I’ve always loved my momma but her choice of husband for 20 years I didn’t love. My stepdad spent a good…

Sometimes I’m Not okay 


Sometimes I’m not okay, and I so wish someone would see I’m not okay but here’s the thing about that. I try not to show when we’re not okay we hid it and so I can’t be mad or sit around going I want someone to see that I’m not okay. Unless I’m willing to let them see that part of…

Every Other Thursday


“Oh no! Mother’s Day is soon!” I said out loud, instead to myself. My mom overheard me and told me that she would love a blog post dedicated to her, so here it is. (early, sorry mom!) This is for my wonderful and somehow patience mother!  Every other Thursday day I love my mom, or…