My Mental State


You can’t write depression or anxiety away. Which is something I’ve learned the hard way but you can write you pain and sometime that eases it. At least for me it eases some of the pain. It has to be the right time though. Writing like this comes for me when I most need it….

Sometimes I’m Not okay 


Sometimes I’m not okay, and I so wish someone would see I’m not okay but here’s the thing about that. I try not to show when we’re not okay we hid it and so I can’t be mad or sit around going I want someone to see that I’m not okay. Unless I’m willing to let them see that part of…

Self Defeating


This is something I’ve struggled with for most of my life. I’m like most of the world, in most things but most definitely in self defeating. For me its something I’ve always done, I know how horrible this sounds but it’s the truth. Even when I was younger, I’d always think that I wasn’t good…