My Mental State


You can’t write depression or anxiety away. Which is something I’ve learned the hard way but you can write you pain and sometime that eases it. At least for me it eases some of the pain. It has to be the right time though. Writing like this comes for me when I most need it….

The Hard Stuff Pt2


“Just endure it, you can do it. One day you won’t have to and that’s what’s important.” Something I would often say to myself when I was younger living with my stepdad. Endure it. I’ve always loved my momma but her choice of husband for 20 years I didn’t love. My stepdad spent a good…

The Hard Stuff to Write


The Hard Stuff to Write Part One I’ve felt like a lot of my life growing up was just me being yelled at, over nothing. It seemed like I was just and easy target to pick on and to take one’s anger out on. Maybe it was because I’ve always been to scared to fight…

I miss….


I miss many people and even things. Some in the normal you’re not here and others in the you’re gone sense. My best friend lives 1,642.3 miles away, I miss my cousin who died, I miss my old friend, I miss reading and I miss getting good sleep. Some of these may seem silly and…

Having to be an introvert?


I am most defiantly a extrovert, I love being with people and talking with people. I love listening and learning about people. It’s hard for me to think about being put somewhere where I won’t have much “people” time. For me being with people is everything, it lets me be me. Being an extrovert I love…

Every Other Thursday


“Oh no! Mother’s Day is soon!” I said out loud, instead to myself. My mom overheard me and told me that she would love a blog post dedicated to her, so here it is. (early, sorry mom!) This is for my wonderful and somehow patience mother!  Every other Thursday day I love my mom, or…